The red lights mean your leaving.

been a while, mostly cause i have been to busy with school to really care enough to make an update...well that and the lack of traumatizing news in my life worth bitching and complaining about. thats not to say that nothing bad happened, i have just realized that some of the petty shit that i complained about in high school is not worth my breath.

for the most part my first semester of college has been better than most of my life leading up to it so there was no waste in my time there.

(  new years party?  )

the entire reason for posting this is due to a comment on a friends blog. i am tired of girls, especially the cute ones, saying that they have the ability to look pasat a guys exterior and see that the guy is a good person. they of course say this while gluing their eyes to a "hotties" ass. im just curious if this is just another load of bullshit that ill have work around or if there are girls out there that actually mean this. for now i will continue with my life as i did before, hoping that i will stumble across the one girl that is willing to backup what she says.

please note that this is not a cry for help or statement of my horrible depression. i dont need help and im not depressed. this is just a question that i need answered.

im moved in, well for the most part. i still have things in boxes but over the school year that will change. sean moves i today so im sue ill still have the room to myself until about 3 or 4(ish) which is nice. ive met so many awesome people here and there are so many girls (yumm).

im hoping that the change of scenery will allow me to experiment with photography again, i got bored with rockwall and its predictability.

later all.

as much as i have complained about rockwall over the last 9 years of my life i have oddly grown attached to its quirks and dangers *cough* streets *cough*. to everyone that wastes thier time reading this, i wish you luck in everything you do (and dont worry ill probably return to visit you guys). peace out.

as much as i thought i would never say this, deep down i knew i would...im gonna miss rockwall. good luck everyone with your new lives in college, or your continuation of high school (yuck). if you d like leave your aim sn here so that i dont lose touch with everyone, that would be terrible.

(  more of rockwall  )

circuit city tried to kill me. the amp that they installed last week wasnt put in right and posed a serious fire hazard. the power wire, that has ~100 Amps of electricty flowing through it was sitting on my exhaust piping. im gonna go threaten them with legal action on thursday and see what happens. i figure if they dont want to help me ill call brian loncar (the texas hammer) or some other sleazy lawyer that doesnt have to be paid unless he wins.

The main attraction - distraction
got ya number than nnumber than numb
Empty ya pockets son; they got you thinkin that
What ya need is what they sellin
Make you think that buyin is rebellin
From the theaters to malls on every shore
Tha thin line between entertainment and war
The frontline is everywhere, there be no shelter here
Speilberg the nightmare works so push it far
Amistad was a whip, the truth was feathered and tarred
Memory erased, burned and scarred
Trade in ya history for a VCR

Cinema, simulated life, ill drama
Fourth Reich culture - Americana
Chained to the dream they got ya searchin for
The thin line between entertainment and war

There be no shelter here
Tha frontline is everywhere

Hospitals not profit full
Yet market bulls got pockets full
To advertise some hip disguise
View tha world from American eyes
The poor adore keep fiendin' for more
Tha thin line between entertainment and war
They fix the need, develop the taste
Buy their products or get laid to waste
Coca-Cola is back in the veins of Saigon
And Rambo too, he got a dope pair of Nikes on
And Godzilla pure muthafuckin filler
To keep ya eyes off the real killer

Cinema, simulated life, ill drama
Fourth Reich culture - Americana
Chained to the dream they got ya searchin for
Tha thin line between entertainment and war

American eyes, American eyes....
View the world from American eyes
Bury the past, rob us blind
And leave nothin behind

Just stare
Relive the nightmare

back from kentucky. really tired of driving, my back gets sore if i even go near my car...my amp went out about 5 mins into my return trip so i was stuck listening to a portable boombox that skipped for the entire return trip of 16 hours.

(  argh!  )

im going to kentucky for the next few days to visit family. i am driving the entire way (800 miles) on my own, wish me luck...

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written

this is from my first roll of film from my canon ae-1, i'm really wanting to get back into this but like i have said before i cant find anywhere or anything to take pictures of anymore. id ask for suggestions but i know that no one will read this or suggest anything...

i really need a polarizer...

(  stolen  )

late march, 2005.

he was trying to fuck the fire, dont ask me why...

this is how i see things...

i know things that sean doesnt know about allison, this is amusing...though with skyy everything is really amusing. i plan on holding this above his head for a while as he is a douche about everything pertaining to her, i figure that ill just return the favor. i think that i have probably had a quarter of a litre tonight and im just buzzing.

i kinda told sean that i would share this with him first, but since its not complete (its just over a minute long) i see no problem in post this. this song is my first experimentations with the apple program soundtrack.

Versus

havent posted any of my own pictures in over a week, so there.
this last week has been something of a rollercoaster, life can just suck sometimes.

orientation for unt is wednesday through friday, if you have any photography requests let me know as i need ideas on what to shoot. ill be using b+w the entire time so keep that im mind.

cool fact (not a regular thing, just today)
Jacob Grimm's german dictionarys weiged over 84 Kg.

(  yodizza  )

i felt that this must be shared.

i need this, and i need someone to share it with...
anyone that wants to help is more than welcome.

my apple is here, it is beautiful, it is silver. :)

my powerbook has been to shanghai, suzhou, and anchorage. i was thinking that it would be cool if they put a sticker from each stop on its path.